Finding Me…..

I’m at that phase in my life where everyone seems to have everything in life figured out (well, except me of course).I’m not exaggerating when I say ‘THIS SUCKS!” And its so bad that I can no longer laugh at that sixty something guy always at Buddies in his leather suit trying to fit in because now I understand how he feels.

Do you ever feel this way though? Like you missed some memo or took a wrong turn somewhere? Or like there is a funny joke that only you do not understand?Like the train is leaving but your feet are chained to the floor and you just cant catch it?

Funny how for me, it has spread to everything else in my life. I don’t even know what music I enjoy any more. Don’t know if its still purple that’s my favourite colour coz yellow is starting to look real funky. Law school; what if journalism school would have been the better choice. I could go till menopause with this list but then that wont help me.

My answer came to me, not in some memorable light bulb moment but from drunken advice- ‘What you’ve done till now has been the best you could do given the circumstances so stop trying to be like everybody else and just go on doing your best.’ (PS. Edgar, if you’re reading this, I think I now like you better drunk:))

So now, I’ve started a new blog and I guess I sound like Julia Roberts in Eat,Pray,Love but it is to kinda find myself again, rediscover me, find the love. You know, like myself is an old lost lover that just came back from the biggest loser with amazing abs and I’m in love all over again but need to know whether its true love or just the abs 🙂

So bear with me, some posts maybe irrelevant, insane, annoying, useless but all I’m doing is trying to re-find myself, looking for my spark, liking my status if you’re Lady or Susan:).

 

 

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3 responses to “Finding Me…..

  1. Aaaaw, I got mentioned..you love me!
    Well you know the thing about liking your own status is it takes practice before you can give yourself the perfect orgasm (stretching the analogy too far, aren’t I?) Oh well, am glad to be here for the ride and hopefully I can help, not with liking your own staus..just finding your way there! I know you were excited at the prospect 😉

  2. Irene my darling. . . I can’t believe u have these moments as well. . .I guess the rest of us are doomed then, the way I see it. . .u have so much going for you nd have always had. . .no one seems to have it together like you do. . .nd Pshh! Dnt kid your self, u like Edgar drunk, I doubt! For what its worth. . .I think u r doing an awesome job at this thing called life nd I am so proud of you nd I’ll be stalking your blog like its a hobby. . .make it count. (Wide grin) Anita. . .

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